Too Good to Be True...

So I had my CD 12 Ultrasound and Bloodwork this morning.  Got there at 7:30, had my bloodwork taken and then went to the RE's for the ultrasound.  The doctor brought me back and was like you are the girl with all the follicles... yup, that is me.  According to the ultrasound, I had about 25 follicles on EACH side.  Whoa.  I had enough 18+ size that I am suppose to trigger tonight.  They said use Lupron since I am at such a high risk of OHSS.  I met with my RE who I had been working with the whole time who was excited for me.  She was like I hear you doing AMAZING... a little good!  We talked about OHSS, told me she was the one doing the transfer, and everything.  I left feeling great.  The whole drive to work I was thinking, this experience really hadn't been that bad.  I mean, its frustrating not being able to exercise and the bloat/weight gain, but I really thought it was going to be a lot worse.

But then I got a phone call from the RE...

Apparently my E2 levels dropped... pretty significantly.  The doctors are baffled.  I have 50 follicles!  According to the ultrasound, my uterus was beautiful, lining just where they want it, and I didn't look like I had ovulated (apparently if I had ovulated I would have had more fluid on the ultrasound?).  So now I'm triggering with the Pregnyl shot tonight and the doctor wants me to come in tomorrow morning for more bloodwork to make sure it still isn't dropping.  If its continuing to drop- Game Over.  The nurse also mentioned there was one more consent I needed signed and I could grab it tomorrow, but I told her I work close by and would just pick it up when I left work.  Needless to say, I was devestated, upset, anxious... I didn't even know what to do.  I finished up with the last couple of patients I had to see, told my manager I got some bad bloodwork and had to go back to the RE's office, and left early.  I talked to the doctor when I got there.  They really weren't able to answer my questions since they don't know why it dropped, especially since the nurses, techs, and doctors all kept commenting on how great the ultrasound looked. 

So now I am in limbo.  I am so stressed out (which isn't good) about the possiblilty of canceling this cycle.  I just want tomorrow to hurry up and get here so I know what is going on.  This freakin sucks.