But now, five days into my two week wait- it is getting really difficult for me to stay so optimistic. I have been having a ton of pressure/fullness/cramping in the pooch area since the day after transfer (so I know it can't be related to implantation). I know this can be a result of the endom.etrium, but who knows. I'm just feeling more depressed about the whole cycle now -- and totally stressing about it (which could be one reason why my stomach feels like that as well). I want this to work so bad. I wish there was a sign or something I could do to make sure this works, but there isn't.
I have been taking it easy since transfer, but today is my first day back at work. I don't think it is good to be moving around and lifting ICU patients, but who knows. I can't take off more work than I already have!
Ugh. I am sorry I haven't been commenting much on everyone's blogs. I've been trying to keep my distance a little big from blogger since I was comparing every single person's successful and unsuccessful cycle to mine- which just wasn't helping on the stress level.
One week til beta.
Also- the car people called to let us know that our car was almost at the cut off of being totalled (basically the cost has to be 75% or more than what the car is worth and ours is a little more than 90% of that 75%-- I have no idea if that actually makes sense). Hubby and I test drove some crossovers the other day after church. I'm kind of liking the Che.vy Equin.ox. We'll find out this week if the insurrance will just decide to total the car or repair it. Just one more thing, right?
And because I'm obsessed with my dog- here is a picture of her with a dog statue down in DC at the FDR Memorial...
