I am soooo freaked out/nervous/stressed.
I feel like the numbers are on the lower side, or they aren't doubling fast enough, or that something will go wrong. Everything I have read says that the numbers/doubling time are fine, but I feel like compared to the blogs I read, it is lower. I need to stop googling and reading blogs!! It is stressing me out!
I go back Wednesday for Beta #3 and if it still looks good, then ultrasound next week.
Praying... Praying.... Praying.... This is all in God's hands -- I need to stop trying to take control because I can't.
Since I'm stressed- I am posting pictures of a much less stressful place/time...
These are from our Mediterranean Adventure last fall... about a month or two before we got diagnosed. I thought- we are going on vacation... we are relaxed.... there will be lots of wine... we'll definitely come back pregnant! Little did I know...
The coast of Greece... It was beautiful
In front of the Parthenon- on the Acropolis in Athens
Some of the coast of Greece- on our way to the Temple of Poseidon
Beautiful Greek Sunset over the Mediterranean
8 comments:
Hooray for the doubling! For what it is worth my first beta was 35 and I am now at 14 weeks!! I hope all turns out for you as well - I'm sure it will!! Congratulations again!
Don't let the blogs scare you. So many of us infertiles ended up with multiples - thereby making our beta's higher! You are where you need to be...have faith. Praying for you!
congrats!!! this is so freaking exciting! your numbers are beautiful. my RE said they like to see the first beta over 100, so you are way above that. i am so happy for you! here's to a healthy happy nine months!
Your numbers sound fantastic, but I can completely understand the freaking out! Hang in there! Gorgeous pics - looks like a wonderful time! Sending lots and lots of prayers!!!
Perfect!
Love the pictures!! I don't know anything about Beta numbers, but I'm sure everything is fine!! Doubling is a great sign!! Congrats!
Congrats on being pregnant! That's so great! And your numbers look really good. Sorry you are so stressed...this whole process is so incredibly hard. Hoping you get great news tomorrow that will put your mind at ease...
PS Love the pictures!
yay for the betas!!! sounds like you have some great numbers. :) i just went in for my second beta today and I am nervously awaiting the results that won't come till tomorrow afternoon.
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