But now, five days into my two week wait- it is getting really difficult for me to stay so optimistic. I have been having a ton of pressure/fullness/cramping in the pooch area since the day after transfer (so I know it can't be related to implantation). I know this can be a result of the endom.etrium, but who knows. I'm just feeling more depressed about the whole cycle now -- and totally stressing about it (which could be one reason why my stomach feels like that as well). I want this to work so bad. I wish there was a sign or something I could do to make sure this works, but there isn't.
I have been taking it easy since transfer, but today is my first day back at work. I don't think it is good to be moving around and lifting ICU patients, but who knows. I can't take off more work than I already have!
Ugh. I am sorry I haven't been commenting much on everyone's blogs. I've been trying to keep my distance a little big from blogger since I was comparing every single person's successful and unsuccessful cycle to mine- which just wasn't helping on the stress level.
One week til beta.
Also- the car people called to let us know that our car was almost at the cut off of being totalled (basically the cost has to be 75% or more than what the car is worth and ours is a little more than 90% of that 75%-- I have no idea if that actually makes sense). Hubby and I test drove some crossovers the other day after church. I'm kind of liking the Che.vy Equin.ox. We'll find out this week if the insurrance will just decide to total the car or repair it. Just one more thing, right?
And because I'm obsessed with my dog- here is a picture of her with a dog statue down in DC at the FDR Memorial...
9 comments:
The wait is so incredibly hard. Thinking of you and hoping this time passes quickly!
I hate the 2ww with a passion.
But that picture of your dog is AWESOME!!!
Congratulations on making it this far into the dreaded 2ww! I'm crossing my fingers for you =)
Your dog is sooo adorable!!
ugh, so sorry your right smack in the middle of the 2ww!! The wait will be over before you know it though!!
The wait is so hard! I really hope this is the cycle for you. Hang in there!
The waiting part sucks! I really, really hope that this is YOUR cycle!
And the picture of your dog with the statue totally made me laugh out loud!
Sending you hugs...the 2WW is so hard!
Your dog is adorable!
Been thinking about you and hoping the result of this cycle is a positive. The wait is tough, but you are almost there :)
Hoping that the 2ww is getting itself over with and that it reveals good news for you.
Sending positive thoughts your way.
The picture of your dog is so sweet and funny!
Happy weekend to you! :)
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