Monday, June 27, 2011

Not Again...

So doctor appointment this morning showed lots of follicles- probably between 20-30.  The doctor said, "you have a nice little crop growing here."  Seriously?  You are going to call my ovaries/eggs a crop!?  Whatever.  She said the accident shouldn't have affected anything during IVF.  I didn't want to get into my theory of stress causing early ovulation or anything like that... so I left it at that.

Then they call with my results.  My E2 dropped this time around too.  Granted it is not as big of a drop as the last time (1050 to 600 or something).  This time it just dropped by 100.  The nurse said they have no idea why it dropped, but she said that everyone's labs looked a "little low" today.  They are increasing my meds and having me go back to the doctor on Wednesday.

I really just don't know if I want to go through it again.  This is our last shot on this insurrance (with this clinic) and then we won't be able to try again until everything gets settled with my husband's insurrance.  Last time my drop in E2 left me with 12 crappy eggs out of 40+ follicles and a BFN.  If this is going to leave me with crappy eggs again- then I want to stop now and try again in a month!  I just don't think we would know about egg quality until retreival for sure- but then we wouldn't have any insurrance money left.  I don't know what to do.  So stressed.

9 comments:

E and R said...

How frustrating. Hopefully Wednesdays results will be better and you won't have to make a decision to proceed or cancel. Thinking of you!

Shannon said...

Praying for much improved results at your next appointment. A lot can change in a few days!

Carlia said...

i hope it was just a minor dip and everything is okay. i'm crossing everything for you that this is your cycle and you don't have to got through this again!

Baby Hopes said...

I am so, so sorry. I cannot believe that this is happening to you again. So frustrating and disappointing beyond words. Thinking of you...

Marissa said...

I'm so sorry. :( Do you have to decide today? If not, I'd wait till after your appointment on Wednesday.

Fingers crossed that your e2 takes off!!

Mrs. E said...

I'm so sorry! I hope the drop was just minor and you'll get better news on Wednesday. Keeping my fingers crossed for you!

Bird said...

Ugh! Breathe in Breathe out. The drop does seem minor...especially i was praying for a drop inmy fresh cycle so i wouldnt get ohss and canceled. I too hope that you get much better news on your next visit and that your eggs are good quality!

Jessica White said...

Ugh! I hope everything turns out all right and the drop in your E2 ends up not causing any issues. Hoping this cycle works out positive for you :-)


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Carley said...

:hug: