I guess the big question is... do I start another cycle with my next period or do I wait? As much as I want to do it now, I might wait a monthv so I can exercise and be normal again... I dunno. Just disappointed.
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Wednesday, May 11, 2011
I Knew It..
POAS this morning... I don't think the test could have looked more obviously negative. That poor little single pink line. The offical blood test isn't until tomorrow and I am definitely not expecting miracles. My mom tried to cheer me up by saying that the blood tests are more accurate and everything, but I know it won't change anything. I think I am most disappointed that this only leaves us one mire try on our insurrance and I can't get on my husbands insurrance until late fall and wouldn't be able to start again until next year. I know I shouldn't jump that far ahead, but I can't help it.
I guess the big question is... do I start another cycle with my next period or do I wait? As much as I want to do it now, I might wait a monthv so I can exercise and be normal again... I dunno. Just disappointed.
I guess the big question is... do I start another cycle with my next period or do I wait? As much as I want to do it now, I might wait a monthv so I can exercise and be normal again... I dunno. Just disappointed.
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sorry. I know you hadn't set your hopes very high for this one...but i was hoping you'd be pleasantly surprised anyway. :(
SO very sorry. What a disappointment. Don't give up hope until the blood test though for sure.
Even though it seems like deep down you knew this cycle wasn't going to work, I'm still so very sorry. I was really hoping things would've turned out different for you, though. I would wait a month. When my first IVF didn't work, I waited 3 months before going through with my FET. And, you gotta focus on the bright side that insurance is covering this! That's wonderful news! :) Keep your head up...it will happen! Second time was a charm for me, and I believe it will be for you, too! :)
I'm so sorry... such a heartbreak. Hang in there. Maybe talk to your RE about what the best next steps would be for you. Take care of yourself. Thinking of you.
Oh no! I'm so sorry. Take some time off if you need it. There's no need to rush into another crazy round if your not in the right state of mind. You come first darlin!! Hang in there *hugs*
I'm so sorry this IVF cycle failed. I've gone through 2 failed IVF and the first one was the hardest for me. Cry as much as you need to and just take care of yourself.
Also, I was told I had to have at least one natural cycle before they would try again. (Not sure if that is related to my endo or not though.)
*hugs*
i'm sorry. this is such a difficult process to go through. i'll be praying that the beta goes well, though! i believe in miracles and i think we could both use one right about now.
oh I'm so sorry, even though you weren't feeling very positive, I was hoping you would get lucky. Take some time to cry and get yourself back into a good head space - there's no need to rush into another cycle straight away, my clinic makes you have one rest cycle between stim cycles.
Sorry for your BFN. :(
I personally am very charge-ahead, no waiting, baby NOW. But I was forced to sit out a cycle due to my miscarriage, and honestly...it was kind of nice. It gave me time to fully grieve my miscarriage *and* my BFNs. And it was really nice to take a break from all the medications and the endless dildocam dates.
I can't say whether it will help me get pregnant on this coming cycle, but...it was just nice to have a "normal" month in there.
Of course, I did ovulate and it was a normal cycle (29 days), so if you're ever annovulatory or have long cycles it might be different, since that's a *long* time to wait.
Not much help, sorry!
I am so sorry the test didn't give you better result this am :( I will say, I have seen oh so many negatives at home and positives on the beta. It's not over yet; keep some hope (I know it's hard!!). Best of luck tomorrow :)
been thinking about you, hope you are doing okay.
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