Thursday, August 4, 2011

terrified...

So tomorrow is the dreaded ultrasound. I am scared to death they will not see a heartbeat or possibly anything at all. Food aversions here and there, tired (but who is it after working 12 hours in an icy). But that is it. No other symptoms really. No morning sickness. No nausea. I don't feel pregnant at all, maybe just a little fat. Can geatational sacs disappear? Could my uterus be empty? I started feeling a little crampy off and on the other day. I was convinced I was miscarrying. I even wore a pad and dark pants to work the last 2 days convinced that I was going to find blood.

Okay now just scared to death and just stressed out. We will know in the next 12 hours.... I almost don't even want to find out.
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6 comments:

Carley said...

you just need to breathe. Whatever happens will happen. Stress is not good at all. You need to calm down and just have faith. whatever will be will be. I'm praying for you and hoping for the best. :)

E and R said...

Just breathe! I am sure all is fine - I had very few symptoms (and was bleeding) and all is fine! I am sure tomorrow will bring you a huge sigh of relief! Thinking of you and praying for the best!

Kristen said...

Praying that everything goes well tomorrow, and for lots of peace until then!

Sailor's Sweetheart said...

Thinking of you!! I hope everything went well! :)

Mrs. R said...

I'm thinking of you and hoping that it went well!

Shannon said...

Just wanted you to know I am thinking of you, too. Hoping and praying for good news from your ultrasound.